Saturday, October 16, 2010
(series) Frozen Heart-Chapter 17
Saturday, October 2, 2010
(Mini Series) One Year Later
Title : One Year Later
Genre : Romance,slight!Angst
Pairing(s) : Lee (Kim) Jinki x Victoria song a.k.a OnToria , KhunToria , Onew x Seungyeon , Jongwoon x girl!Ryeowook a.k.a YeWook (Onew's parents) , Sibling!Onew-Luna , slight KhunA,JongNa,and other Ninja pairings
Rating : T
A/N : Yup,finally bisa nulis fanfic yang ada pairing Shiny Effectsnya XD.This fic is based on OnSica's song : One Year Later :).Btw disini Ryeowook dibikin jadi cewe,jadi istrinya Yesung and Ummanya Onew,Onew and Luna nama keluarganya diganti jadi Kim,Seungyeon (KARA) dibikin lebih muda dari Onew.Maaf kalo banyak OOCnya banget ya XP.
~Chapter 1/?
Kim Jinki,seorang pemuda tampan berumur 20 tahun yang memiliki bakat menyanyi yang diturunkan dari orangtuanya.
Jinki biasanya dipanggil dengan nama Onew di kampusnya,dia memiliki seorang kekasih,namanya Song Qian,yang lebih sering dipanggil sebagai Victoria.
Victoria lebih tua dari Onew,dia berumur 22 tahun.Dulu dia adalah kakak kelas Onew di SMA,juga sahabat dari adik Onew,Luna.
Hari-hari Onew bersama Victoria sangatlah menyenangkan,Onew benar-benar menyayangi Victoria.Victoria selalu sabar menghadapi Onew yang terkadang-kadang ceroboh.
Tetapi,hari bahagia itu sekejap sirna saat Victoria meminta Onew untuk berpisah dengan tiba-tiba.
"On.....Jinki.....maaf,aku sudah tidak bisa melanjutkan hubungan kita" , kata Victoria dengan wajah yang sedih.
Onew terkejut mendengarnya,dia tidak mengerti kenapa Victoria tiba-tiba ingin memutuskannya,semuanya terasa baik-baik saja hingga hari ini...
"N...noona?Ke...kenapa tiba-tiba?" , ujar Onew tidak percaya sambil menatap wajah Victoria dengan tatapan yang sedih namun tajam.
"A....aku.......maafkan aku....." , air mata mulai menggenangi mata Victoria.
"Kenapa?Kenapa noona minta maaf?Apa noona sudah tidak mencintaiku lagi?Apa noona menyukai orang lain?Apa aku melakukan kesalahan?" , Onew mengajukan pertanyaan bertubi-tubi sambil memegang Victoria,Victoria malah mengalihkan pandangannya dari Onew.
"Tidak,Jinki-ah....aku masih mencintaimu....aku mencintaimu...tapi...." , Victoria tidak bisa melanjutkan kata-katanya.
Onew masih menggenggam bahu Victoria , "Kalau begitu kenapa noona?Mohon tatap aku,katakan sejujurnya!" , ujar Onew dengan tegas.
Victoria pun tidak bisa tidak mematuhi permintaan Onew,akhirnya matanya yang sudah berair kembali menatap Onew.
"Aku....aku akan menikah..............." , kata Victoria dengan sangat perlahan.
Onew pun terdiam sesaat,dia tidak percaya dengan apa yang baru dikatakan Victoria.
"Menikah?Dengan siapa?Apa maksudmu Noona?" , tanya Onew lagi,dia benar-benar tidak mengerti.
"Aku...aku dijodohkan oleh orangtuaku,aku tidak bisa menentang mereka....aku....aku...." , Victoria pun terisak.
"Biarkan aku bicara dengan mereka!" , ucap Onew , "Aku akan berusaha membatalkan perjodohan ini,kamu mau kan membantuku Noona?" .
"I...itu tidak mungkin Jinki!Tidak mungkin kamu menentang orangtuaku!Tidak mungkin!" , kata Victoria.
"Aku akan menikah minggu depan,mulai besok,aku tidak akan lagi datang ke kampus,maafkan aku Jinki,maafkan aku........." , Setelah berkata seperti itu,Victoria tiba-tiba mengalungkan tangannya di leher Onew dan mencium bibir Onew dengan lembut.Onew tidak berkutik,dia hanya bisa membalas ciuman Victoria dengan sangat lembut juga dan kembali menggenggam bahunya.
Victoria lah yang pertama kali melepaskan ciuman mereka,dia pun berkata.
"Saranghae Jinki-ah...selamat tinggal" , Victoria tersenyum dengan sedih dan langsung berlari meninggalkan Onew.
"N...Noona!" , Onew ingin mengejar Victoria,tetapi entah kenapa,sesuatu menghentikan langkahnya.
Dan sejak hari itu,Onew tidak pernah bertemu dengan Victoria lagi.
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-Satu tahun kemudian-
Setahun setelah putus dari Victoria,Onew mencoba untuk tetap hidup seperti biasanya.
Jujur,begitu berat rasanya hidup setelah ditinggalkan oleh orang yang dicintai begitu saja,begitu penuh penyesalan dalam diri Onew.
Orangtua Onew yang mengetahui dan mendukung hubungannya dengan Victoria merasa kecewa,mereka beserta adik Onew,Luna,selalu berusaha mendukung dan menghibur Onew.
Sekarang ini Onew sedang berkonsentrasi menjalankan kuliahnya,dan dekat dengan seorang adik kelasnya di kampus yang bernama Seunyeong.Padahal Onew sebenernya populer di antara gadis-gadis di kampusnya,tetapi hanya Seunyeong yang bisa benar-benar akrab dengannya.
"Oppa,hari minggu nanti kita pergi nonton mau tidak?" , tanya Seungyeon.Mereka berdua berjalan di koridor kampus setelah menyelesaikan jadwal kuliah mereka hari itu.
"Mmmm...boleh,kebetulan aku tidak ada acara kok." , ujar Onew sambil tersenyum manis.
"Asyikkkk....kalau begitu hari minggu jam 1 di SM Mall (karangan author lol) ya oppa!" , kata Seungyeon girang , "Aku duluan ya oppa!Aku sudah ditunggu Hara unnie!Dahhhh oppa!" , Seungyeon melambaikan tangannya dan berlalu setelah Onew melambaikan tangannya juga.
"Heyyyy!" , tiba-tiba Onew merasakan seseorang menepuk punggungnya dari belakang,Onew pun menoleh ke belakang.
Itu Key,bersama pacarnya Amber,juga Jonghyun yang merupakan pacar Luna alias adik Onew.
"Eh...Key,Amber,Jjong...kuliah kalian sudah selesai?Mau pulang?" , sahut Onew.
"Yup!Onew hyung,ada yang minta main ke rumahmu tuh" , ujar Key sambil melirik Jonghyun.
"Eh?Amber mau main ke rumahku?mau ketemu Luna ya?" , Onew malah lemot dan tidak sadar kalau Jonghyun yang mau ke rumahnya untuk bertemu Luna.
"Aduhhhh...Onew hyung!Yang mau main ke rumahmu aku tahu!" , ujar Jonghyun.
"O...ohhh....kamu mau ketemu Luna ya?Oke deh Jjong!Kalian bagaimana Key,Amber-ssi?Mau ikut juga?" , tanya Onew.
"Ohhhh...enggak...sekarang ini aku mau nge-date sama my baby" , ujar Key sambil merangkul Amber.
"Hey!Jangan panggil aku baby!" , kata Amber yang tomboy dengan kesal.
Akhirnya Onew dan Jonghyun pun memutuskan untuk meninggalkan pasangan yang sedang sibuk itu dan pergi ke rumah Onew.
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(di kediaman keluarga Kim)
"Aku pulang!" , sahut Onew,saat Onew dan Jonghyun masuk ke rumah,terlihat Umma Onew,Ryeowook sedang sibuk di dapur bersama Luna.
"Ah,selamat datang Jinki-ah,eh,ada Jonghyun-ah juga" , kata Ryeowook.
"Permisi tante...." , ucap Jonghyun sambil membungkukan badannya dan melirik ke arah Luna yang sedang sibuk dengan panci (?).
"Luna-ah,ada yang datang tuh...." , kata Onew berusaha menyadarkan adiknya yang sedang sibuk.
Luna pun akhirnya mengalihkan perhatiannya dari masakannya dan menoleh ke arah Onew dan Jonghyun , "Ah!Oppa!sudah pulang kuliah?Ah!Jjong oppa!" , wajah Luna langsung berseri-seri begitu melihat Jjong di depan matanya.
"Hai Luna...." , ujar Jonghyun sambil mendekati Luna dan tersenyum.
"Oppa!" , tiba-tiba Luna cemberut , "Kita sudah lama tidak bertemu tahu!Oppa udah ngga sayang lagi ya sama aku?" , Luna pun berpura-pura ngambek.
"Bu...bukan begitu Luna!Aku benar-benar sibuk kuliah,lagipula kita sms-an setiap hari kan?jangan ngambek dongggggg" , ujar Jonghyun berusaha merayu Luna.
"Hehehe..." , ekspresi Luna pun berubah , "Bercanda kok oppa!Aku tahu Jonghyun oppa sibuk!Hehehe...." , Luna pun tersenyum,melihat Luna tersenyum seperti itu,Jonghyun langsung ingin meraih Luna untuk memeluknya,tetapi terhenti.
"Ehem!" , ujar Ryeowook tiba-tiba , "Kalau begitu bagaimana kalau Jinki dan Jonghyun main di kamar Jinki dulu?Tante akan membuatkan kalian minum dan Luna akan menyelesaikan masakan kita,nanti kita makan sama-sama dengan Jongwoon appa,bagaimana?" , kata Ryeowook sambil tersenyum jahil ke arah Jonghyun.
Jonghyun pun langsung malu , "I...iya tante,yuk Onew hyung,kita ke kamarmu." , Jonghyun pun menarik Onew untuk naik ke lantai 2,tempat di mana kamar Onew berada,sementara Ryeowook hanya senyam-senyum sendiri melihat tingkah laku pacar anaknya dan Luna hanya cemberut karena momentnya dengan sang pacar diganggu oleh sang umma.
(di Kamar Onew)
"Onew hyung,minggu nanti kita double date yuk?Kamu dengan Seungyeon-ssi,aku dengan Luna.Atau triple date bareng sama Key-Amber juga..." , kata Jonghyun sambil duduk di lantai kamar Onew.
"Ah...hari minggu ya?Aku sudah ada janji duluan dengan Seungyeon...." , ujar Onew.
Jonghyun pun tiba-tiba terdiam.
"Jjong?" , Onew pun bingung dengan kediaman Jonghyun yang tiba-tiba , "Kamu dengar aku?" , tanya Onew.
"Ahhh..." , akhirnya Jonghyun merespon , "Iya hyung,cuma....aku bingung...."
"Bingung kenapa?"
"Kamu dan Seungyeon-ssi...sebenarnya udah jadian belum sih?" , tanya Jonghyun.
Kali ini giliran Onew yang terdiam untuk sejenak,hingga akhirnya dia berbicara lagi.
"Jadian kah?Untuk saat ini.....aku tidak ingin memikirkan hal seperti itu dulu...." , ujar Onew dengan perlahan sambil menundukkan kepalanya.
"..........kenapa?Apa hyung masih memikirkan dia?" , tanya Jonghyun tanpa ragu-ragu.
Onew pun kembali terdiam,Jonghyun pun langsung merasa tidak enak.
"Maaf hyung!Maaf!Tadi aku kelepasan!Lupakan saja ya pertanyaanku tadi!Maaafff" , Jonghyun pun langsung memohon maaf pada hyungnya.
Onew hanya tersenyum dan berkata , "Tidak apa-apa kok Jjong,itu bukan salahmu..."
Dan setelah itu,Jonghyun pun mengganti topik pembicaraan mereka.
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(Hari minggu)
Akhirnya hari ini pun datang.Onew memutuskan untuk berangkat lebih cepat karena dia ingin pergi ke toko buku yang terletak di dekata SM Mall terlebih dahulu,ada buku yang dicarinya untuk keperluan kuliah.
Tetapi ternyata Onew sampai dan mendapatkan buku yang dicarinya lebih cepat dari perkiraannya.Onew pun bingung apa yang harus dilakukannya terlebih dahulu karena ini masih jam setengah satu,sementara Seungyeon baru akan datang jam satu.
*Onew's POV*
"Aissssh...aku jadi kecepetan deh,enaknya ngapain dulu ya?" , pikirku , "Oh iya!Makan ayam di restoran shiny aja deh,disitu kan ayamnya enak banget" , aku pun segera berjalan menuju SM Mall karena restorannya ada disitu.
Tiba-tiba aku teringat bahwa tepat di dekat SM Mall,ada sebuah taman kota yang kecil,namun indah.Tanpa kusadari kakiku berjalan ke arah taman kota tersebut.
Akhirnya aku pun sampai di taman kecil tersebut,kulihat banyak anak bermain-main disana,serta beberapa pasangan yang berkencan.
Aku berjalan ke arah sebuah ayunan yang kosong dan tidak dimainkan.Kenangan bersamanya pun langsung terlintas di pikiranku.
Ya,Taman ini adalah tempat dimana biasanya aku berkencan dengannya,juga tempat dimana aku menyatakan perasaanku padanya,juga.....tempat dimana dia memutuskan hubungannya denganku,tempat dimana terakhir kali aku melihatnya.Tak kusangka,itu sudah lama sekali,setahun?Atau lebih dari setahun?
Biasanya,dulu dia,Victoria noona akan memintaku untuk mendorong ayunan ini sementara dia duduk diatas ayunan tersebut.Wajah Victoria noona yang ceria,senyumnya yang sangat manis,kecantikannya...sungguh aku merindukan Victoria noona...tetapi aku bisa apa?
Sekarang ini yang bisa kulakukan hanyalah berharap dan berdoa semoga Victoria noona bahagia bersama suaminya disana.
Aku pun mengelus rantai ayunan tersebut perlahan dan berbisik , "Selamat tinggal".
Aku pun berbalik dan perlahan mulai berjalan meninggalkan tempat tersebut,tetapi tiba-tiba aku mendengar seseorang memanggil namaku.
"Jinki?"
Aku pun menoleh ke sumber suara,dan disitu kulihat dia,seseorang yang selalu kurindukan,seseorang yang selalu kucintai,seseorang yang telah membuatku merasakan kesedihan dan penyesalan selama satu tahun ini.
Apakah penglihatanku ini benar?
Karena itu adalah dia,Victoria Noona,Victoria Song Qian,gadis yang selalu kucintai.
It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered and wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
~Bersambung~
Friday, October 1, 2010
(series) Frozen Heart-Chapter 16
Chapter 16
Friday, September 24, 2010
(series) Frozen Heart - Chapter 15
Chapter 15
"Okeeee...tapi jangan nangis ya kalau nanti kalah!" , kata Sungmin.
(One shot) Strength
Title : Strength
Genre : (slight) Angst?ummm kay,I'm not good at genre o.o
Pairing(s) : KangTeuk plus some ninjas :DDDD
Rating : T
Warning : emo!Teuk is emo ._. , because the writer is emo-er
A/N : aaaaaaaaaaaaaah ;A;...adfksjsjshshsg idk...I think this fic is so lame.....
This is written for aniknskywalker unnie @ twitter .
The prompt's 'Reunion of lover'.But I think this is a complete fail x___x.
I'm sorry if the events in this fanfic those based from irl events are not exactly the same,because I was confused @_@.
And the ending is really lame too!And I deliver this sooo lateeee...sorry unnie TT.TT,okay...too much sorry...ORZ.
And as always,apologize for grammar mistakes too.Un-beta-ed
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Strength
As the leader of Super Junior,you always have to be the strong one.You have 12….no…14 brothers to take care,to make sure they are all okay.Among 14,one stole your heart,he is Kim Youngwoon,Kangin…..
He is quite an opposite from you,he is a hard headed man.He might look rough outside,but actually he has his own soft spot inside.As days passed,you’ve fallen slowly for him....he has become your strength….he always stays by your side,supporting you.If you’re super junior’s inside strength,then,he is super junior’s outside strength.You two support each others,become each others’s strength.
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“You have to be the strong one….” , says Lee Soo Man to you.
When Kangin was involved in the assault and DUI case,he’s being banned from Super Junior activity.Yes,of course,without being told,you would be the strong one…for the sake of everyone,for the sake of yourself too.
But,there’s one thing that hurts you the most,he says he can’t see you….for now….
“Kangin…please….let me see you for a while please….Kangin…” , you said to him with the door that separates you and him,because he insist not to open it,he doesn’t want to see you.
“I can’t hyung….please…leave me alone for now….” , he said,surprisingly,his voice sounds so calm.
“Youngwoon…please….” , you plead again.
“Jungsu-ah….” , he speaks again , “Just leave me alone for now…I’m too ashamed to see you and the others….I’ve ruined Super Junior’s name....I’m sorry...”
“You’re not,Youngwoon,please…” , you start to feel weak when you heard him say those words , “We forgive you,Youngwoon…please…don’t be like this”
“I can’t!Just leave me now!” , you heard him shouted.
You finally lost your strength,you fall onto your knees…and crying silently….holding on the door…
but still….he doesn’t come out as you hear silent sobs coming from the room through the door….
yes,both of you are strength for each others…and when one becomes weak,another one will weaken too……because you two are holding into each others,as inside strength and outside strength.
When Kangin just involved in the assault case,you thought it’d be alright later...well,not completely alright,but it’d be alright when Kangin is allowed to join Super Junior activity again after.
Unfortunately,everything was not going to be okay,he’s involved in DUI case now.....you can’t help but feel betrayed,so are the other Super Junior members.If he really felt sorry,he shouldn’t have done that.
Yes,he betrayed you,now,your other strength is gone……you have weaken…but you keep trying to be strong for the sake of your band member.Because if you break now,the others will break too.You only can keep everything by yourself,crying alone…without him.
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And so time passed,you and the other 10 members are continuing super show 2 tours even with the absence of the two members.First was Kibum,and now is him….Kangin.
But suddenly,the lawsuit between Hankyung….or Hangeng and SME exploded.You didn’t see this was coming,you thought everything about Hangeng were just okay...
This time,you can’t do anything,guilty,thats what you feel about it.You’re the leader,but you didn’t even notice how Hangeng suffered.....Even worse,Heechul fell into depression after Hangeng left,he doesn’t want to come out from his room.You try to do everything you can,thoug,you know you can’t do anything about heechul’s breakdown…because,just like you and Youngwoon.Hangeng is Heechul’s strength…he might never admit it….but that’s the fact,Heechul loves him,and needs him.
After 3 months,Heechul finally unlocked his door,when he came out,you hug him with the other members,you keep repeating one word , “sorry” , to him,because that’s the only thing you can do.
Now,with the absence of 1 more member,you and the other members have to work harder to fill the empty space.
At the same time,you only can cry alone,wishing him to be here with you,saying those soothing words,be strength for you and the other members as well. You haven’t seen him since that accident…..you’re holding onto yourself to be strong…trying so hard not to break….even without him.Even though you’re strong on the inside,you can’t help but weaken without the outside strength,right?
Months passed,with 10 members plus Zhoumi and Henry,finally finished the super show tour.
You finally came back to Korea....preparation for 4jib is going to be started soon,before that,you and the members are given time to rest for a while.
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“I miss them hyung…so much….” one night,Donghae suddenly say it all of sudden.
“Donghae…....” , you just call his name,you don’t know what to say.
“Hankyung hyung…...Kangin hyung.....Kibummie....” , he sounds like he is going to cry when he said the last name.
You get up from your bed and walk towards Donghae’s bed.Then,you hug him,so tightly.
“Yes,I miss them too....I miss them so much...” , you say as you’re trying to hold back your tears.At the same time,you can hear Donghae sobbing slowly.
Yes,you and the others miss them so much,you need them to be here...you don’t want to see your members break anymore.....thats why,you need to be strong.
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Today is the last free day for Super Junior before the practice for 4jib starts.You’re alone in the dorm,trying to do some clean up since the dorm has been left for months,you think there might be some places that are really dirty.
But,when you are just going to start,suddenly the bell rings.You decided to just leave it for later and go to open the door.But you didn’t expect that you would see him when you opened the door.
Him,who you have missed.......wanted...and needed....
Kangin........
“Hyung…”
You froze,you can’t respond him,you’re still thinking if the vision in front of you is real….if its really him…….
“Hyung?Jungsu-ah?” , he repeats his words,yet you keep being silence
After a moment,you finally respond him , “Youngwoon…is it you?really you?”
You walk closer to him,trying to reach his face,and he walks closer to you too.You cup his face,because you want to feel that he is real…..you want to feel his warmth that you’ve lost for these past months.
“Jungsu-ah…I’m sorry….I’m sorry….” , he says as he wraps his arm around your shaking frame.
You don’t answer him,you keep staying in silence as tears starts to falling slowly in your face….
“I’m sorry…I’m really sorry….Jungsu-ah…..” , he repeats his words again,and you two stay like that for a while….he waits til you calmed down….as you two embrace in silence.
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“Where are the others?” , he ask as you tell him to sit on Donghae’s bed.
“Heechul is hanging out with a friend,Sulli-ah from f(x) I think,Siwon is shooting his new drama,Shindong is meeting Nari,and I guess,Kyumin,eunhae,and Yewook are having a date…since we’re having free times til recording for 4jib starts” , you say and smiling to him,hope to get some response when you said ‘4jib’.
Yes,of course you hope Kangin will join Super Junior’s activity again and participate in the 4jib.
“Jungsu-ah….”,he finally starts to speak
“Yes?”,you answer him quietly.
“I…I’m going to enter military….”
“.................What?” , you ask him,not sure about what you just heard before.
“I’m going to military…..4jib.......I can’t join you and the others…..I’m sorry…..” , he says as he lowers his head.
“W….why?All of sudden.......” , you put your hand on his shoulder,while trying to calm yourself
“I’ve ruined Super Junior’s name….I can’t just go back like this….” , he puts his hands on top your hands those are resting on his shoulder , and he continues , “I want to be a better person…....and when I get discharged later....I will show everyone…..that Kim Youngwoon...Kangin...is not the same as the Kangin who has ruined Super Junior name...”
What can you do?tell him not to go?No,as Leeteuk,the leader of Super Junior,of course you have to let him,Kangin go.....because he is doing this for Super Junior’s sake too.....
But, as Park Jungsu,as yourself who loves him as Kim Youngwoon......you don’t want him to go....you want him to stay....because you need him.
But,nothing you can do about it...you have to let him go.....
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The ELF get shocked when its announced that Kangin will go to military,but also showing supports for him.Of course,you have to support him too,because everyone do.
But,when he appears on the fanmeeting,you and the rest of the members can’t help but cry....but,when everyone shout for you and him,for ‘KangTeuk’,for the first time...you’re sure that everything is going to be okay...yes...because KangTeuk is forever.....
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Super Junior continues to work hard to promote the 4th album even without Kangin,Hankyung,and Kibum.But at that time,sometimes Kangin comes to the dorm too,giving and showing some supports,and of course,he stays beside you.You finally get your strength once again,at least,for now.....
And finally,the time has come,july 5,you have to let go of Kangin,and you’re not going to see him for a while......just for a while.....
Why?Because,soon,you will enter military too.
Actually,you don’t know what to feel about you’re going to enter military soon.In one side,you feel sad because you have to leave your band members too....but in other side,you feel happy because it means you can see Kangin there,right?
Nevertheless,your tears keeps flowing,especially when you have to release him from your hold....letting go of those strong arms those always give you strength.....
But,its okay.....because its just a temporary goodbye....
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Super Junior has finally finished 4jib promotion,and now SM Town Concerts and Super Show 3 are coming.
You thought you’re strong enough not to cry,but your tears fall again when you saw him during super show concert.
Its not a real him,not a real Kangin,but it feels like he’s really there....at least that’s what you and the other members wish so,and so are the ELF
SM Town concerts,because you’re too busy and worn out,you almost forgot Kibum’s birthday.You and the other members of course wish him to be on the stage,but still...he can’t.
Fortunately,Kibum comes to the after party,you see him first and hug him slowly.You tell him how much you and the other members have been missing him and want him to be back soon.After you let go of him,you hear someone so rushed coming towards you and Kibum,that’s Siwon.All of sudden,Siwon runs and hug Kibum so tightly....he looks like he doesn’t want to let him go forever....(though he finally does in the end),and there’s Heechul who comes to hug Kibum too,he hugs him as tight as Siwon did.
When Heechul lets go of Kibum,you talk to Kibum again.
“Kibum-ah....I’m sure you want to see someone so badly,right?While that person hasn’t known about your present here,why don’t you go inside and give him a surprise?” , you say to Kibum grinning.
Kibum looks up at you and say , “Yes hyung,thank you....” , he smiles and runs inside,to see the one who he has been wanting to see the most,Donghae.
You ‘re happy to see Kibum again,and you’re so happy to see Heechul,Siwon,and Donghae being so happy about Kibum’s appearance.....but you can’t help to feel a bit of envy....because you want to see Kangin too.
Just for a while,right.....its just for a while.....
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Time has passed again,Super Junior has finished 5jib promotion,and finally,your time has come.
Its your turn to enter the military.......once again,you feel sad yet you feel happy at the other hand.
Because you’re finally going to see him again,the person you have been longing to see,your strength,your love,Youngwoon.
Of course there are tears when the others have to let you go to the military.....you don’t want to leave them for two years,but you have to do it,you have to fulfill your duty.
And so,its your first day in the camp......you’re managing your things in your bedroom in the camp’s dorm.
New place,new atmosphere,new people.....at first,you think you’re not going to be okay here.....
All of sudden,you feel yourself being wrapped by strong arms......familiar ones
You turn around to see the ownder of those arms,yes,its him.....its him.....
You finally feel his strong arms around you again…..you can’t help but smile when you see him smiling too.
“Welcome to the camp,Park Jungsu-sshi”,he says while smiling goofily,arms still wrapped around your waist.
“Awww....why must you call me with that name,commander Kim?” , you grin,decided to follow his game.
“Something wrong about that,Jungsu-ah?” , he asks you and grinning too , “have you got any free time anyway?” , this time,he whispers the words huskily in your ear.
“You’re so naughty,commander Kim,what if someone caught us?” , you keep calling him commander Kim,even though it feels kinda weird.
“Its okay,I’ve just finished my training time,beside,I’m the commander here after all.“ , he keeps his arms around you,doesn’t want to let you go.
“......I would like to accept your offer happily,commander...but...there’re things I have to do first...” , you say as you take off his arms from you.He look at you confused.
Then you wrap your arms around his neck,and kiss his lips all of sudden.He look surprised and was not expecting this,but now,he’s kissing you back passionately.....its the feeling that you two have missed.....
“I have missed you,Youngwoon....” , you say after you two stopped kissing,you feel that tears are going to fall again,no,not here please....not in this place when you got to be strong.
He notices you’re going to cry and bring you back to his arms , “I have missed you too...Jungsu-ah...don’t cry...I’m here now...its going to be okay.” ,he says.
Right,why must you cry?He is here after all,he is your strength....he will keep you strong,he will not let you down.
Yes,Its gonna be alright,because when there’re both of you,you two will become strength for each others....nothing would be able to weaken you two.